Sadness X'mas

"Last X'mas i gave u my heart, But the very next day, u gave it away..."
This song, touched my heart...feel painful at the night...
I strong believe that, i had forgot de...but, today...it pop up on my mind...
Our early date for today, before u leaving...BUT, now everything turn up NOTHING...

Althought i'm surrounding with buddies and frens, but, i still feel that not good enaf...i drink lots...no matter wat type of alcohol drinks to me...just not able to get drunk...

Ya...I'm not waiting u anymore...hope u happy and smile always de...

Merry Christmas...