Damn down period

Hmm...i wishing everything passed can forgot...i hope to have one kind of medicine can let me forgot those unhappy memory...just leave those happy memory at my mind...but i know...impossible...

Don know y...when i saw my daddy...i sunddenly cry...
When i saw him, i lose control on myself...i cannot bring up my mood anymore...
Last time, i will share anything and any happend with my daddy...but, i don know this happend y i can't share with...maybe when i tell him, it will make him more suffer than me...finally, i decided to keep it.

I slept at my room after my school time, i have no go out...just sleep...sleep for long period...make my brain stupid and moron...cannot function at all...(oversleep)...
I haven try b4, i can sleep for long period as i did this few days...actually i got a lot of coursework and home work to do...but i really cannot concentrate it...

Now i only feel that i only can express my feeling, my hate, my unhappy mood here...no other choose for me...i scare i will fall sick soon...

KIAN - WAKE UP...Cheer....all the best...