Chinese New Year lo...

Chinese New Year...wat do u think of , angpau, food, new cloths, firework, and all family member meet ,especially those relation who long time have no meet all the year...

Hm...for me, it just a happy time to let all my uncle and aunt come together to meet and chat about the latest situation and some time chatting about old stories + funny experence uncles and aunts done b4...it is really nice for us to learn from experence...gain lot le...

The most terrible and headache thing for me is...buy new cloths...OMG...i most hate to buy new cloths la...coz i'm a kind of lazy guy to keep on trying this and that cloth and sometime need to spend a long time to choice one cloth who can match all ur requirement and needs...really cham and headache...wakaka...

This year when i go buy the new cloths for CNY, no people free go with me, just only one of my buddy, KK go with and one more pretty...Looi...wakaka...so sorry to both of them go with me and u both have buy nothing...just with me trying this and that...and go here and there...
But i feel that quite enjoy with u both...especially is Looi lo...coz this is the first time lo...hmm...nice...
# i'm sorry...sick still go with me...hurt...

Tired ar...3 days and 3 night total up also slept less than 8 hours...cannot stand anymore...need to go for bed la...ZZzzZZzzZZzz...

Advantages

Hmm...i really feel that i ahve a quite long period have no hanging out with my buddies and frens...this all cause by the examination...

Don worry...2 more days...i will come out again la...wakaka...if not going out, at lease my mood and feeling will not as tension now la...really cannot sleep well...coz feel that time not enaf to use...hmm...but...i still can handle my feeling...coz cannot be so emotional one...everything still happen...

This time of examination, i more understanding one thing...Not study hard only, still need some luck, then the things will going smooth...believe it or not...u better believe it...

But still got many people said that, if u study all, then it won happen to u la...yup...agree...but, when u go in, forgot all?, then how? u feel headche, sick...no mood and not preformance well at the time...BUT, still need some luck one...

Above sentences just simliar with "The things belong u, it will always belong u, no matter how far it goes..."

I'm a person don like to lie and cheat...i don like hiden everything inside my heart, especially to my lovely family and my buddies...so, i will share anything with them, without any lie also...People always said that, althought Husband and Wife also got their own secret...but, i don think so it is 100% truth...for me, i more prefer honest to face anythings...no matter it is happiness or sadness...

Today i spend around an hour to read my frens message, my buddies blog...nice...and i really feel that Advantages of internet use...althought we have no meet face to face at the lnog period, but we still can communicate via tag box there, friendster message there...and some is mail also...nice to do that...i love it...

Happy always...smile...

Killer

Ohoh...oh my God...i fall in love with her...no escape...

She have electrical eyes...culrent flow to everyone who looking on her eyes. A smaller mouth with deep red colour...really sexy...when saw it...really wish to kiss it and get it...
The most attractive part is, she have a quite long golden hair. When the hair looking a little bit Wet...it really kill a lot of peoples, especially guys...i'm one of them...
Besides that, the white skin colour...when get any sunshine, i turning a little bit red especially on the baby face...hmm...nice...

Since long i describing on her, u all still blur who is that le?...hmm...let me tell u the answer la...She is a Rusian Tennis Female Player, World 4th player...Sharapova...she just 17 year old only...she really is a guys killer...

I had watch her match just now (replay one)...OMG, really sadness when i watch for her first set of game, playing like shit...she lose 6-4 at the first set. She try to wake up and come out from the down situation...finally, she try to finish the second set of game and won it with the result 2-6...Last match and the final match, lucky Sharapova still win it with result 3-6...congratulation to her...

She is lucky for today match...she win the match is because of her lucky...and add on some skill as well la...but...major part is opposite player done a lot of mistakes...major of the ball are out of the line...so sad...anywhere, i still wishing Sharapova win the match, coz i love her so much...

Another news is...my famour male tennis player are out of the mtach...he lose for the match...

Anywhere, i need to start revision again la...still got 4 days to go...Gambateh...+ oil...lucky...

When u have chat with ur parents?

When u have chat with ur parents?
I feel that i have long time have no chit-chat with my parents, especially my daddy...maybe we both are too bc for our own business...i need to prepare my examination and feel tension all the time...mood not so nice...and CNY upcoming, parents busy the CNY things...buy cloths, foods and drinks, clear up the house and so on...Preparation of CNY really made every busy and less communication...is too bad...

Luckly, my daddy feel that i got something wrong...and abnormal for 2 weeks time...he came chat with me...Really Thanks for him coming for chat with me...We chat about the studies, house happenning and a little bit about his job and finally is the New car things...really a lot of things we chat...but...not longer time we chat..just an hour or 1 1/2 hours only...but i feel it is good enough for me.

Chat my parents, let me feel more relax and important is...we know each other more clearly and understanding both feeling to certain happend around us. I had told my daddy about my studies, and he also feel that i tension and worry about the coming results...He giving me a lot of support and try to cheer me up...made my mood well and happy feeling...BUT...tension is really happend when people face exam one...no worries la...Thanks...

I feel that i ahve long time no meet my gang of members...How r u all?so far so good...They all start to working life...and major also busy for their own things...such as Fay still choosing studies and her BABE...and other jsut busy to earn money...wakaka...nice...but remember to take care ur own healthy oh...

REMEMBER...29th Jan 2005...Kian will reborn on this day...i will come to meet u all...really miss u all...

Hmm...do u have the same feeling with me?long time have no open heart chit-chat with ur parents?let chat with them la...the feeling are really nice...

* this is my own opinion and comment of my day feeling...

All the best...still got 3 papers to go...Lucky...

Fate

Do u believe fate and lucky?

For me...i believe the fate and lucky for major thing...especially is on study...this is true...i had this experence b4...and it not longer...everything will handle and arrange by the GOD...(maybe..)

World have few type of Human...as the Chinese people said...' a type of rice...but alive Hundred types of human'...For instance...Students...one type is so hard-working to study...everyday study and study...result are not really good...and another type is just study during the exam period...and they can pass the examination easy... and result are same with those study hard... # my buddy told me that, it call as study smart...maybe...
OMG...wat is this? some people said they are smart enaf ma and they are genius ma...avtually not really...believe that...they have high luck and u r not...this not to tell urself to stop hardworking...is to tell that ...
"Something is belong u..it will forever belong to u" no need to fight hard...

Am i thinking like too simple and the person who try to find a way to escape? I'm not to find a way o escape my fault...it...jsut like wanna remind myself...don give too pressure for my-own...it will cause sick one day...

"something done is because of 70% of hardworking, and remain 30% is because of LUCKY"
"FungSui will turn to u soon"

* Above i just to shown my feeling and i realize something new...i gain a new chapter in my life-study.
* If u not agree with me...here just to said sorry...

Lucky...

Meaning of movie

I believe that everyone had watch movie often...no matter how old u r...no matter who u r...it will be the same...just the diff is...how much time u spend on the movie...

Now is my exam period...actually i feel that i cannot spend time to watch movie...coz i need to prepare my examination subject le...this semester quite number of paper to go...suffer...and sometime really feel that pressure come to me...I'm not a person who expert to control my mind and pressure one...so...i feel tension often...especially EXAM>>>...driving me crazy...

When i feel bored and tension to face those thick thick test books and reference books...i will try to go on9 chat with frens , open up radio hear song and watch TV programs / watch movie...
This 2 days, i done the same things...after brush my tooths after bed...i bring all my books to my living room there and put it on table...then open up TV for movie...OMG...i only know that i had a lot of old movie at my home...and major i also quite like it...

Do u realize that...every movie u watch, for sure u will learn something new?no matter the movie u had watch how many times b4...still can something can leran...jsut depend on how ur feeling at the moment when u watch...
Today, i took an old movie and watch again...and i feel that every movie there also have some sentence will make u feel touch or unforgottable at shortest time...and it will stick to ur mind quite long time...Do u agree with me?

I don know u all still remember or not...one of the movie actor by Eason Chan and Twins member. In quite like a sentense is ' In front is Dead End, hope is just turnnig-point there '...# i'm sorry...the sentense is chinese...is similar like that la...#
This sentense really touching everybody heart, especially who had watch that movie...adn it really will happend to all of us...sometime we thinking that dead end in front, then we try to give up...but...maybe really got hope infront...and it not a real dead end, got a turning-point there...who know...
* Certain cases would not suit to apply it la*

Besides that, when u have hear the Title song...' Next Year Today '(Direct transmit)...and u have read the lyrics...perfect...really can feel deep touch there...especially reach the end of the movie story...

* i specific this because i wanna to share with u all, what i feeling in and something i realize...
* i just wishing u all are the same...can learn something nice when watch movie...not only laught there and forgot it...try to understand what the movie trining to mention and shown to us...
* Above jsut my own personal feeling...if something wrong...u can send me mail or infor me via another way...I'm sorry...

have a nice day to u all...

Mellow Out my mind

Hmm...during the long period of examination...stress and tension days...

Hmm...lucky...tonight i can feel more relax comepare with all the days...i had plan to do revision...but...finally i have do nothing...blek...i just sit beside my computer and hi-fi...open those classic soft love song...

Those song not only can hear with ur spouse...it also nice to hear when u r stess...the melody of those song are nice...and touch also...
Especially as :
1) laughter in the rain - Neil Sedaka
2) Oh...Carol - Neil Sedaka
3) The end of the world - Skeeter Davis
4) Tell Laura i love her - Ray peterson
5) Only U - The paltters
6) Pretty woman - Roy orbison

those song really nice to hear...and i hear again and again...hmm...nice...and some i will floow the lyrics and sing it as well...wakaka...

Driving me CRAZY...

OMG...today paper...really drive me crazy...

This style Q haven come out since this few years passed...so hard...majority or more than 85% is calculation...(previous year is 50% or 60% calculation only)...When i first to read the Q...omg...i stop breath at the moment...my mind going lost...going blank...shit...wat style Q is it...the theory Q only content around 20m over whole paper...cham...

15m later...i try to cool down and read the Qs again and again...and finally decided to do those Q i can get highest marks...and start with the Q which from theory part which i more confidence one...Time pass so fast...times up...stop writting...

Hmm...i try my brst to finish 4Qs and hand up the paper and rest a while...chat with my buddy...he did quite well in exam le...coz he is a expert in calculation and all the Q sure he can did well one...congratulate to him...

Anywhere, i had try my best...wishing can pass all the paper and soon graduate my Diploma...

Lucky Kian...

Old VCD...

Yesterday night i had slept quite late...is around 0400...hmm...
I'm sorry i have no doing any revision and study...but i just an old VCD in my study table...Harry Potter & the sorcere's stone. This is an old movie shown in cinema few years ago...and this is my 3 times to re-watch it again...3 time watch also feel different feeling and gain also...really nice to watch it again and again...

This time i watch it...i learn some meaning of words...but...i'm a forgotten person...so fast to forgot something...too bad...Including the actor name also...i just remember Harry,Ron, and Herminoe?is something like that...not really remember...Blek...

From the movie...i really know a thing...actually i know it b4...and after watch this movie...more clearly to prove me...Really important in life...for furture... - TeamWork -
Don even think that u can done something really perfect with ur own limited energy and power...U will never succes 100% perfect...

Besides that teamwork...human living in this world still need LOVE...not ur thinking like that only...not only the bf or gf loverelationship require...still got another kind of love in world...
We all need to have frenship or buddies-ship love to continue our life and made the life more meaningful and success...
Don even have something argue...then break-off the LOVE...everyone to have diff view for something happen...

*i'm sorry...maybe this is the old topic i discuss b4...but,today mood really wishing to said it again...and remind myself...

#i'm sorry to who read this and not really agree with me, u can give some comment to me and send mail to Kian_3007@yahoo.com... welcome all ur comment to guide me and help me to improve...

Great ! ! !

Feeling great compare with yesterday...

Early morning wake up...fetch sis to Kepong KTM station...omg...meet KK and LooiLooi...hmm...wakakka...too bad LooiLooi...hmm...wakkaka

Going KK house, wau...alot of things i get from his computer...no matter wat, jsut burn it out...and the main purpose is to ask for Maths 3 Q and get the music of The Phantom of the Opera...wau...i get it...but...he don nkow for the Maths 3 Q le...nevermind, i nkow he is try his best already la...Thanks him also...hmm...

have breakfast with KK and go BenQ having an hour+ game and searching for gal...wakkakaka...
CounterStrikes...hmm...short his head...wakka....one by one...face to face...really enjoy to kill off his head and some time is me la...hmm...

Back home, convert some music to mp3, and add those music get from kk house...
Enjoying the music (The Phantom of the Opera)...nice...nice...nice...refresh a lot of pic in my mind...hmm...especially the female actor with the Phantom and the 'white hourse king'...wakkaka...
The movie is ok ge...for those who love music and opera la...i like it quite...

Anywhere, should start to revision lo...if not...wakakka....
All the best...peace...

Stress + Tension

OMG...same problem i facing le...Maths 3

I had fail this paper since last year Semester 3...and i had resit this paper b4...and this semester i resit again...this is the second times i resit this paper...tension enaf...

I don nkow y...all my confidence run away when i re-do this paper...when i start to revision this paper...no more confidence...
I know if do maths exercise without confidence, it will so hard to do it well...but,i'm sorry...i really cannot concentrate...feel that it is so hard for me...althought majority maths Q i had done b4...donno do...

I don nkow where i can gain back my confidence to face this paper...maybe i worry too much...
I think only way i can do it...be dare to face it...and hear some music to cure my tension feeling and stress...
# i haven try it...hope it will be ok for me...

Here wishing i can gain back my confidence and pass this paper in this examination...
God blessing...

DoN EvEnT Th|nK Su|c|de UrSeLf...

Do u take care urself perfectly?

Let me tell u all a truth story from today newspaper...

A great news come from Aceh City, a 70 years old man not dead since Tsunami, and it is over 10++ days no drink and meal...can u believe it?Add on, the man found under a lot of collapsed roof and building...his hand are crack and cannot move at all...
Besides that, when charity save him out from the bad situation, his healthy are bad enaf, lack of water, energy to move, and important is lack of victamin at body...

But...important is...he still try to take care, he still try to not give up...he try to alive, Finally...his dream come true...he save by a gang of charity...and send him to the nearest hospital to get medicine treatment...

Finish the story...any opinion for it?
For me, i feel touch for the god who caring to save this old man...althought a lot of victims dead in the Tsunami happend...but still got a lot of serveyor not dead also...i think it is because them not give up...perserve to life...responsible for his/her own life...try to alive...and maybe the god pray for them...Thanks god...

From this news, actually we know that the LIFE is quite important...and we cannot event think that wanna to suicide, finish up ur life...am i rite...Life is just once time only...won have twice ge...Don event trust that cat got 9 lifes...it maybe the cat is lucky...

No matter wat happend to u...PLEASE don give up...try to chat with ur closer frens, buddies...it will come out some solution...and don close urself up...try to share anything with people who u care most, people who u like...World not only got Relationship love only, u still got a lot of family and friend love...and i always welcome to u all...

PLEASE TAKE CARE URSELF AS WELL AS GOD TREAT U...DON GIVE UP...LIFE IS MEANINGFUL...

Father & Son

It's not time to make a change
Just relax--take it easy
You're still young--that's your fault
There's so much you have to know
Find a girl, settle down
If you want, you can marry
Look at me--I am old
But I'm happy

I was once like you are now
And I know that it's not easy
To become when you've found
Something going on
But take your time--think a lot
Think of everything you've got
For you will still be here tomorrow
But your dreams may not...

How can I try to explain?
When I do--it turns away again
And it's always been the same
Same old story
From the moment I could talk
I was ordered to listen
Now there's a way, and I know
That I have to go away
I know, I have to go...

I was once like you are now
And I know that it's not easy
To become when you've found
Something going on
But take your time--think a lot
Think of everything you've got
For you will still be here tomorrow
But your dreams may not...

All the times, that I've cried
Keeping all the things
I knew inside
And it's hard
But it's harder to ignore it
If they were right--I'd agree
But its them they know, not me
Now there's a way, and I know
That I have to go away
I know, I have to go

What can made something colourful to no colour?

Hmm...funny...Do u nkow that wat happen can made something which colourful and wonderful thing to become nothing and no more colour and like a 'dead fish'?

The answer is Tsunami which just happen in Asia...Tsunami...remember this clearly...
# the answer i write here after i read the news and something photograph send to me by my buddy...Kent...

I saw a lot of photo who taken by the reporter and camera-man...Thanks them who really take a nice pic to show us...and let me more understanding wat really happen in India,Indonesia,Sri lanka and some place who happend the Tsunami on 26th December 2004.

I'm touch when i saw those pic which show those victims dead and all put in the Public Grave...really pity...
The most horrible is those pic who show the country b4 Tsunami and after Tsunami...
B4 the Tsunami happen in Asia, Asia is a peaceful area and a lot of Western Resident like to come visit us...and after the Tsunami happend...the city and those place become an abandon place...no more people...and no more happiness sound and charming smile...and remain just smelly and horrible city...full of rebbish and dead human and fish...so sad to see that...

The pic which taken from upper side (Plan view) shown that a very colourful and wonderful view for those city in Asia...colourful enaf...
But, After Tsunami happend, it only remain 'Milo' colour and white colour...no more colourful city just a very short period...really sadness...

Anywhere, wishing all human being who still alive...take care urself and somebody u feel that important...Keep in touch...contact more offen...

God bless u...A-mi-to-fo...

What can made something colourful to no colour?

Hmm...funny...Do u nkow that wat happen can made something which colourful and wonderful thing to become nothing and no more colour and like a 'dead fish'?

The answer is Tsunami which just happen in Asia...Tsunami...remember this clearly...
# the answer i write here after i read the news and something photograph send to me by my buddy...Kent...

I saw a lot of photo who taken by the reporter and camera-man...Thanks them who really take a nice pic to show us...and let me more understanding wat really happen in India,Indonesia,Sri lanka and some place who happend the Tsunami on 26th December 2004.

I'm touch when i saw those pic which show those victims dead and all put in the Public Grave...really pity...
The most horrible is those pic who show the country b4 Tsunami and after Tsunami...
B4 the Tsunami happen in Asia, Asia is a peaceful area and a lot of Western Resident like to come visit us...and after the Tsunami happend...the city and those place become an abandon place...no more people...and no more happiness sound and charming smile...and remain just smelly and horrible city...full of rebbish and dead human and fish...so sad to see that...

The pic which taken from upper side (Plan view) shown that a very colourful and wonderful view for those city in Asia...colourful enaf...
But, After Tsunami happend, it only remain 'Milo' colour and white colour...no more colourful city just a very short period...really sadness...

Anywhere, wishing all human being who still alive...take care urself and somebody u feel that important...Keep in touch...contact more offen...

God bless u...A-mi-to-fo...

Hard to believe just depend on out looking?!?!

As the titile above...for majority of person who not really know me...they will agree wat i stated about...

Kian go for movie with the titile 'The Phamton of the Opera'...omg...whole is the story about love and music...

Actually, i really don nkow y i there to ahve movie...
I just wake up from bed, my buddies come my home and take the Pen-drive, and suddenly invite for outting...hmm...not bad also...and promise me to invite pretty for me wo...then with the fast action...bathe and simply set-up my hair...move...wakakaka...

First at all...we straight go to St.John High school...(Back to LooiLooi school ma, meet teacher...)
She bring me to the area which a lot of parents and call me gang with them...wakaka...Okay, i go around, look see look see the school environment and the structure for the building...
Wau...old building...really like 1950++ years ge...
But it is really well for ventilation oh...all is natural ventilation, not the mechanical ventilation oh...ncie job...then i move on to see the pic which posted on wall...those previous board of director of St.John High school...hmm...nice...

After that, Looilooi bring us to near KotaRaya there to enjoy our breakfast + lunch with a old stall, WanTanMee...nice...the oldest style cooking style...really like last time my grandpa feeling in my Hometown, Rawang. The Ca Siu really nice...and KK,CC, Looilooi give me them Ca Siu also...hmm...them wanna made me more fater la...wakakka...just kidding...
The aunt in the stall...told us a lot of Looilooi story about her Ex...hmm...nice also...experence to woo her also...hmm...nice...Thanks aunt...we will go again...and really nice taste for her WanTanMee...

Following, we go MV to have movie lo...
Reach there, i really MCC for today activities ge...just follow my Boss,KK lo...wakaka...i like him so much...On behalf we decide to watch which movie, a special gal come with me and cc...asking us to donate money to buy those recyle pen...i'm sorry...i really face a lot of those charity person...so, we decided reject her...I'm sorry...
Decided for the movie with title "The Plamton of the Opera" and Looilooi '2nd WIFE' come lo...wau...nice to meet u Phin...she is friendly and nice person...Nice to meet u...
OMG...y let me sit with her?But nice also...i disturb her and keep on talking some joke to her...coz she not really wanna to watch the movie ge...donno y...feel taht she not really like those Music and bored movie...feel that she more like those Funny and joke movie ge...then keep on playing with her...

Hmm...hmm...after movie...play around...discuss about just now movie...and sing song lo...(Coz the movie sing those song...nice)...finally decided to have dinner at Mont Kiara, Bangsar...Soul-out...Nice environment and food also la...not too bad...and we enjoy there and chit-chat here and there...wau...nice...coz Phin quite fast gang with us...not bad...

Finally, around 2040 reach home by KK car...
Really enjoy day...
Thanks for invite me frens oh...Buddies...love u all...

Happy New Year 2005

Happy New Year 2005 to all my family, frens, and especially my Buddies...

Today is the frist day of year 2005...wishing all dream come true...
Wishing World Peace, no more Tsunami, no more War...

Tsunami

Tsunami...Do u really understood wat is the meaning of this word - Tsunami?
For me, i really not 100% understand the meaning for the word...but, i really know that this word bring a lot of sadness to us, made our life no more easy, destroy a lot of happiness and warming family...unforgottable days...HURT forever...

Althought in KL have less effect by the Tsunami, but we read newspaper everyday, we saw a lot of photograph taken by news reporter...Those photos shown in newspaper really touch everyone heart...When i saw those photo...i think we all will have the same feeling...Pity and Sadness...This is the act of the God...we have no choice...but we just can take this experence and prevent it for another time attract by Tsunami...

In this case, a lot of charity sosiety showing them caring, friendly and kindly...We have no more consider that 'Colour of skin', Religion, and male or female...We just try our best to help those victims who involve in Tsunami...All try to donate money and old cloths to those victims...but important is...Medicine and Charity Doctors...Here wishing all of u who read my blog...pls show ur kindly and caring Hands to them...they need ur help...

Here i praying the God take away Tsunami, we not wanna Tsunami in the world, we wanna PEACE...God Bless U...

A-Mi-To-Fo...A-Mi-To-Fo...A-Mi-To-Fo...

* For those who wishing do Charity, u can send SMS via ur cellphone...
Pls go to write message, then type AMP, then send to 32366
All the best...They need ur Help...